Kako poceti iznova,skroz udpicetka,bukvalno od nule pitanje je koje ppasi i najmocnije ljude na svetu.
Ne radi se samo o kupovini pustih stvari kako mnogi misle,sto me je prenerazilo u jednoj anketi vec se radi o samoci,o onom teskom osecsju bepripradanja tuge,bola,setnih dati i secanja koja nas zapljuskuju svakog casa.
Zeleci da presecemo agoniju u kojoj smo svi proveli jedan zivotni period malo ko od nas razmislja sta ce biti kada budem imao,la tu tisinu i slobodu,da li ce mi trebati ili cu plakati za ovim danima.
Naravno da ova misao nikome od nas ne dolazi u ovom obliku pa makar tako i bila postavljena, mi cemo je okrenuti da zvuci kao pitsnje u zelji da brzo odg.sa recima:" da to zelim,"tisinu i
spokoj.???Da li....
Ne sigurno jer niko od nas u stvari ni ne zna.mnogo o toj tisini i u
tom spokoju insce ga ne bi ni trazili.
Sati i sati tisine,praznih pogkeda,zvukova proslidti koji cvile tuzne pesme su pted.Vama...
i?
gde ste?
u koju rupu ste se sskrili hrabri prijstelji,?
znam,znam,reakcija je i moja nila ista..m
All the niggling doubts began to eat away at her. What Father Peter had said, about how homosexuality is a sin and his fear that if she didn’t get off this path, she would burn forever. Her relationship with God was so important to her. It was something that her relationship with Keti had taken a toll on. She hardly saw her church friends anymore. While the freedom and joy that she felt with her lover was magical, if God hates it, then did that mean that God hated her? This feeling, this questioning doubt, it ate away at her. Keti was not immune to the fact that her girlfriend was feeling conflicted. There were these little looks, these little moments where she felt like Mili wasn’t telling her something. When she would ask, she would get brushed off. Did she not trust her anymore? The feeling of her holding things back and lying to her about something being wrong was infecting their relationship. Nowhere was this more apparent than in the slow dilution of their intimacy....